So im back.
although i got home last week ive been going thru a rough time as i forgot to take my antidepressents for a week or so therefore i have not felt like blogging or doing anything really.
actually theres one thing ive been doing way to much of and that is eating. well especially for the drop in exercise. i went to the gym once last week :(
its hard to write about this because someone may see it and think im lazy like i think i am at the moment. and i dont want to be seen like that. but i told myself i will be honest in my blog and im sticking to it.
in order to fix this the only option is to get back to being active and in control. so thats what is happening starting now!