Woop just got a free training sesh coz my normal trainer didnt show up. the one i had today was an older guy with a scottish accent. he was cool and talked heaps. So far my net cals for today are in the negatives but im hungry and a homemade lentil burger with salad is calling my name. ive worked out if i eat it my cals will come to +331 so im sitting here debating to myself. i will end up eating it just have to see how long i can put it off.
In other news i am totally stressed out! last night i had an epiphany. i realised that the course that i have applied to do isnt right for me and i want to do psychology. ive already done all the forms and paid the application for my massage course and my friend is also doing the same course. to do psychology i will most likely have to do a counselling course then transfer, and it will take twice as long to complete. but its what im passionate about. what do i do? ahh!
Also while walking to the bus for gym i was thinking about summer. and i decided that although i love the book i am not a "Winter Girl." you see i think summer embraces weightloss better for me. it is the time of salads and swimming compared to big warm winter meals and laying by the fire. now i get cold really easily as im sure a lot of you do too so i would rather be playing beach volleyball in the sun burning off some cals than huddled under 5 jumpers. bring on the summer in the southern hemisphere (you kids up north have already had it too long)
Anyhoo im sending some love out to all my lovelies. stay strong. xoxo