Saturday, October 16, 2010

Disgusting Fat Pig

Worst few days for a long time. Prepare to be disgusted and horrified... because i am about to list what i ate in the past 2 days...
6 chocolate royals
8 choc chip cookies
5 dim sims
2 kiwi fruit
1/2 a jelly
1 quaterpounder
2 sushi rolls
6 chipolata sausages
4 peices of bread
1/2 a bag of starburst lollies
4 corn thins
2 litres of up and go

and every single thing on that list i threw up. Last night i also tried to do a salt water flush but screwed it up because i couldnt keep down all the salt water. Its times like these i think i need help. But i know i would never get it. The only way to stop this is to do it all by myself. i dont know if thats a possibility at the moment. happiness seems so far away.


  1. you just need to forget about it hun and focus on the coming week, and make sure it's your best one yet. we're all here to help you - you've come to the right place :) xx

  2. oh sweet heart, drink some tea with honey to soothe that throat! I agree with amy focus ahead. we're sending you love and I understand sweetie.

  3. i agree with amy as well hun
    dont dwell on it if u do u will end up fucking up more
    just stay strong

  4. sorry your having trouble sugar, thinking of you xx

  5. Don't get down on yourself, if you need just're never alone in this.