Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Thats right im on a mission to purge. I just cant take it anymore! I ate last night and all that came up was acid... no food. I am well aware this could end in the tragedy of massive amounts of food stuck inside me but i just cannot not try. Purging is my thing... i cant stand to lose it. Im going insane! Even considered cutting last night for the first time in years. I didnt coz im a good girl, but man it was tempting, i need a release! FUUUUUCCCKKKK!