...Between heaven and hell, life and death, control and complete chaos...
try working outim glad that u didtn pruge
purging releases endorphins which is one of the reasons it becomes addictive. try going for a run or working out in some other way because that also releases endorphins :) hopefully that will help <3 but i'm glad you didn't purge. you're not a beast, that took a lot of courage.xox
Oh love. I have nothing. I'm stuck in this too. <3
I could have wrote this, I know the feeling all too well.Hang in there. I hope you feel better soon xo
stay strong hun <3