Monday, April 25, 2011

Goodbye Dear Sanity

today i binged twice and purge twice... i have no idea how many calories ive taken in or absorbed or how many went down the toilet. i feel worse than i have in a very long time and i have no idea why. it could be many reasons and at the same time it could just be my brain being retarded. all i know is my depression is back big time and i dont want it to stay... i was getting used to being semi normal and i dont want people to know im crazy again. wah...


  1. Aww darling. I've been B/P'ing too.. It's so terrible. We just have to resist! It's so haaarrdd ;( And you're not crazy!