Wednesday, September 28, 2011


hey guys. im still here. not sure exactly what kind of headspace though. ive been eating horribly. sometimes i wonder if it is worth the effort. but i just dont want to be fat anymore. i want the willpower and strength to not want. but its not just that i want to be perfect in every aspect of life. i want HD's at uni, i want to save money and get a nice house i want to travel and one day have a perfect family. but the world doesnt work like that. maybe i should just face the facts. embrace my average to low looks, brains and willpower. but yet i cant. its not me to accept this. im always in purgatory, half way here half way there with no sense of direction.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Worst Sister Ever

Just stole my sister ferrero rocher's that i bought her for her birthday and ate them all. and im still hungry. Failness.
Im not having the best week physically or mentally. I just want to run away from myself.