Im going to my friends house to celebrate being an Aussie. We are having a barbeque so i might have a lil meat and then just have salad. I had the biggest binge and purge day yesterday that ive had for months. I told myself that i could let myself do it then but today there is to be no binges at all and hopefully for the next couple of days too. Im wearing a loose fitting green top which i love coz it actually looks alright while covering my massive belly and my tuck shop lady arms. I want to lose a kg before my parents come back which is next tuesday so that is really doable if i can just get off my ass to exercise :
I hope everyone is doing good. Take care. Xo
Sunday, January 15, 2012
That im back. Fatter than ever. Ive put on 10kg since i was last here. Disgraceful. I am going to turn this around. I am going to lose all that ive gained and more. I need a real life. I need so many things that are just a small stretch away. But i am always to scared to reach for them. I have to change...